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As I have no official website whatsoever that properly archives all the shit I do  I created a little FB Archive page where I at least regularly post the arts and stuff I'm working on.
Right here: www.facebook.com/SqeezyTheRubb…

As I don't really update this dA place any more  this may be the place to go for now, till I finally set up a page that includes all music, videos, photos, arts and other hijinks I've done and am doing.

The Sqeezy page is only for Art right now, though I will be posting Work-In-Progress animations and finished stuff as well,  but for things like music
www.facebook.com/DodecahedronB…
is the place to go.  I post instrumental as well as vocal music things there.

and for the videos and "My Month In Motion" project  there is still the Youtube Channel: www.youtube.com/user/Cancerous…

Check em out whenever you wanna know what's up.Thx

<3
-TF

Hellooo   are you feeling cozy and warm?

Winter used to be my most productive time of the year,  but lately  not so much anymore..
I will try to force myself into the spirit   by drawing at least one vector a day till the end of the year.
(this is also because my 2011 Art Folder is pretty empty)

Anyway  I'm wondering how many of you still follow my stuff. It's been a few years since I've been most active  and I could imagine people lost interest
But who cares about the loss, right?    For those of you still there   and waiting   I am going to submit all the left-overs  from this year today, even if it is mostly sketches and scraps.  I hope you enjoy.

I'll also take the chance again to showcase my latest instrumental songs  most of which can be found here: soundcloud.com/videogametim

Here is a piano solo piece that I grew quite fond of: soundcloud.com/videogametim/th…

and here is the same song played backwards  soundcloud.com/videogametim/ph…

Other noteworthy songs:  soundcloud.com/videogametim/mi…
soundcloud.com/videogametim/lo…
soundcloud.com/videogametim/20…

and at last: soundcloud.com/videogametim/ni…


Hope you like,    let me know.


Catch ya later  <3

Oh hi Danny.  
I'm working on things.  so  I'm posting a few links right now  to show you.

As already mentioned  newcomer programmer Jannis Braun and I are working on a game.
I'm not only doing the art   I'm also using the opportunity to create my very first soundtrack  just for that.
It'll be interactive  Portal 2 esque, meaning different layers playing at different actions the player takes.

Here is a cutscene or credits track for it, I don't know yet. It's Work-InProgress anyway:
soundcloud.com/videogametim/is…

And here's another one  of which you will find alternate versions inside of the game:
soundcloud.com/videogametim/wo…;
Alternative loop:  soundcloud.com/videogametim/wo…

I'm aiming for that YouTube Partner programm also,  but for now  there is always:
www.youtube.com/user/Cancerous… I occasionally post good stuff, so check that out.
If you're not in the mood going through all these uploads  here's a few things you can check out:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=gmRR-a… characters for that game.  That fella did not pass the test anyhow.

And a My Month in Motion Mixtape   of what I've been doing the last year:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dl7p_8… old by now. I'm still doing these  just not uploading.)

And here's me playing Portal 2 like an ADD Autistic:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=2R9laG…


Here's my SoundCloud Mashup/Remix Account:
soundcloud.com/tform
Aphex Twin VS Crank Mashup: soundcloud.com/tform/tform-avr…

Here's a vocal track about a new designer drug called Krokodil:
soundcloud.com/tim-frommeyer/d…
More Vocal tracks at: soundcloud.com/tim-frommeyer

Oh  and yet another SoundCloud account, with instrumentals, beats and some vocal shit:
soundcloud.com/dodecahedronboi


That should keep you busy for a while.  I'll see ya later  <3

EDIT:  TODAY IS CLOCKDAY. Ten year anniversary of B
so I made a little animation to pay my tribute:
In Ten Years...

Humdaga Hendaga Humdaga Hendaga
Homba Homba Homba

I remember writing about turning 21 one year ago.

I will continue the tradition with my annual report:
..
I should probably kick it off with some stats but it takes some time to count everything that I've done this year, even though it feels like I've done nothing.

As you may know I really am King of writing bad about myself so you won't actually get to hear about how awesome this year was, as awesome as it may have been.

Though actually  I have cleared some life goals from that invisible bucket list.  ohwow I almost completely forgot.

I got to travel to Japan and saw Tokyo in all it's weird beauty, which is something I always wanted to do. And I got to do it before the tsunami changed Japan for good.  All that  thanks to Luis Castanon (not the part with the huge wave and nuclear meltdown) who continues to support me on my path to a life I am loving more and more every year..

It is weird thinking about how much I 'hated life'  and how ironic it is most probably going to be that, as soon as I am fully completely happy and in peace with life, the doctor is going to give me one more year.    Not the worst way to die, doesn't matter what cause it is going to be,  because I get to have one more epic year  knowing that nothing could possibly go wrong.

But well   it is sure to say that I am aware of that already..  seriously what could possibly go wrong?

I'm doing terrible guys, really.  But who cares?   I am no longer depressed. It's a bitch to be depressed really  so I'm glad that now that I finally realize it I am happier.  I can handle challenges fairly well by now, socially   not so much   but  I see progress every once in a while.
People are getting better with every year anyway.. right?

Because I feel like I'm getting worse.   Yeah I lied when I said I feel progress..
What I actually feel is that I continue to subliminally sabotage myself in achieving the greater things in life.
Am I schizophrenic?

I may be just moody.  

Yeah  that's what it is.

Anyway,  I started working on a videogame finally  and releasing it is one of my goals for this lifeyear  because after a lot of thinking about what I want to become 'when I'm older'  I had it down to two occupations that could combine all the creative hobbies that I've been doing all along.
Film and Games
Definitely a tuff choice, and leaving out Music as an option is simply because it is not left out but integrated into these two, as are many other artsy things that I am good at, if I may say. (Animating too, I know alot of you demand more animations.. and horse blood.   I HAVEN'T QUIT GUYS, HANG ON KITTY.)

So wow, that is something.
I can't just wrap up a whole year in a few minutes with my limited vocabulary   but I feel like I created a point just now.
That's a rare.

I feel like I could wrap the year up better if I could use visuals instead of words..
but wait..

I just took a little of 30000 photos during the last year..  maybe I can use some of that footage..

yeah ..  yeah  ok that's what I'll be doing, if you feel like I wasted your time just now   then

be sure to watch this:

[THIS IS WHERE THE VIDEO WILL BE]

(yeahhh... I tried to wrap it up in time  but I didn't get to export and upload it yet  so    Nevermind.)


The reason I'm posting this here is because of the people that knew me during all my internet presence.
I like to think that they still care, if it's only for the stuff I do or for the person I am.
This place is also a little more sensitive when it comes to writing down emotional rantings visible for everyone than most other places i check in to.
so  Thanks for gettin up to date with me.   

I may still be struggling  but the fire within is not yet extinguished..


The upcoming year is going to be great with travel destinations such as  the UK, Croatia and Iceland.
And hopefully..   some art.

I'll let you know if anything happens.

xoxoxoxooxo love and kisses xoxoxoxoxo -bernadette